Monday, June 11, 2012

Reflection

I think I am more outgoing this year than I was in middle school. I used to be really shy and I did not like to do nothing. I used to totally dislike going around a lot of people that I did not know. I was so shy that I did not try out for the volleyball team and I really wanted to play. I was worried about what people would think about me while I was trying out. I cared more about their thoughts than my happiness. Volleyball looked fun. Later down the line, I ended up coming out of my shell and stopped being so shy. In high school, I got onto the volleyball team and ended up really liking it like I thought I would.
When I came to Parkway I thought I would be getting picked on just like in middle school, so I wasn't too fond of it. I got here and things are different.... way different than what I thought they would be. I guess because I changed and grew out of this shell I had. The people who talk to me know my personality but those who don't, know nothing of who I really am.
I started talking more to people so my time at my high school would not be so boring like at my middle school. In 8th grade, that is when people got to know who I was and I became known as the weirdo to people who were not in my class. They got to know me, the real me. When I got to Hamilton in the 6th grade, I was quiet but I did know people there so they were the only people I talked to. As the year progressed, I did what I usually did. I began to talk to more people in my class. It was never a big thing for me to know people who were not in my class... 7th grade I remained the same. Then 8th came and I was a totally different person. Over the summer, I did the coolest thing.... I got a tattoo. The tattoo didn't change me; I just thought I was overall a boring person. So, I gave others a chance to know me and slowly but surely crawled out of my shy shell.